ConstructedChaos

WAZZZAAAPPPP   Ask Me Anything :)   Joshh-Oo-Ahh (pron.) I try to write on this a bitty but what can you do, everyday i'm shufflin'. Scottish without being able to pronounce the "r" sound, yada yada total babe, etc. Holla x

apparently i still write on tumblr, who knew

well i must be pretty pissed off to actually be writing on this, i never go on this anymore, too many pictures and anon people sucking each others arses and stuff, but hey it’s a good place to get steam off, and if i feel more positive at the end of this it’s gotta be worth it right? so basically, like the plank i am, i go to go on a website i’ve got saved and it decides to link itself to my ex’s formspring, the one that cheated on me. It still stings to be honest been taken for a ride, but what’s reeeally pissing me off is everything she’s saying, saying about me, hell even somebody backed me on up on it and she assumed it was me (wish i knew who backed me up hah!) but yeah she’s badmouthed me a couple times, and saying about how amazingly in love with her boyfriend she is, how incredibly happy he makes her and how she’s in love and everything - and it’s everything she said to, and about, me. It pisses me off how people can lie and get away with it, how people can manipulate peoples feeling so comfortably without giving a fuck how it affects people and continue their life not only fine with it, but feeling incredibly sorry for themselves and subtly begging pity to be taken upon them. I hate these people who somehow have just that little bit going for them that they use to manipulate people over and over. There are so many people out there who would die to be in the positions these people are in, who deal with everything dealt to them, live through bullying, are sad night after night just waiting for something to change. There are so many people struggling to find heart in the world and it’s absolute fucking selfish bastards like these people who do the worst thing you can do - give them that hope, think that this is going to be that turnaround and then BREAK that person down further. Thankfully I didn’t feel that strongly about her by the point it fucked up, I was realistic and knew I was going back to Uni etc and like to think i’ve already been through that before and gotten stronger as a result - but not everybody will. I’m just essentially having a massive rant about these arseholes who enjoy toying peoples lives about with little concern for fuck all other than their ugly selves. And by ugly I don’t mean looks - I mean as people. They are ugly, despicable people and they cause far too much unhappiness in the world. Don’t listen when people say everyone is beautiful - they aren’t. But if a single part of this hits you like you know someone that’s been this way to you? Then you are far, far more beautiful a person than these soulless cretins will ever be.

/rant..

— 9 months ago
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tacoslut:

The Bin Laden Drinking Game. And its creator.

AKA ME

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— 10 months ago with 1 note
Not gonna lie…

I am absolutely shit scared about what i’m about to go through… I’m scared that i’m about to let someone in and i’m scared she’s gonna hurt me like the last one…

— 11 months ago
Yesterday was suuuuch a good day!

Actually looking forward to this summer for the first time in a while! :)♥

— 12 months ago
str0bee asked: HI JOSH.


Answer:

HI CAMMY BBZ

— 1 year ago
My uncle Roger said he once seen an albino polar bear.

How did you know it was albino, polar bears are white?

This one was black.

LMFAO

— 1 year ago
HOLY FUCKING HELL I WANT THAT SHIRT SO BADLY

HOLY FUCKING HELL I WANT THAT SHIRT SO BADLY

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— 1 year ago with 14 notes
Cross off the ones you've done (stolen) →

jennaallover:

1. had sex

2. bought condoms

3. gotten pregnant

4. failed a class 

5. kissed a boy

6. kissed a girl 

7. used a little paper bag for lunch

8. had a job 

9. slipped on ice

10. missed the school bus

11. left the house without my wallet/purse 

12. bullied someone on the internet

13. sexted

14. had sex in public

15. played on a sports team

16. smoked weed

17. smoked cigarettes 

18. smoked a cigar

19. drank alcohol

20. watched “The Breakfast Club”

21. been overweight

22. been underweight

23. had an eating disorder

24. been to a wedding

25. made fun of someone for being fat 

26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight

27. watched tv for 5 hours straight

28. been late for work

29. been late for school

30. kissed someone in the rain

31. showered with someone else   

32. failed my drivers test

33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes

34. been outside my home country

35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours

36. gotten my heart broken

37. had a credit card

38. been to a professional sports game

49. broken a bone

40. been unhappy about my weight

41. won a trophy

42. cut myself

43. had an STD

44. got engaged

45. been on a diet

46. tried out to be on a TV show

47. rode in a taxi

48. been to prom

49. played in a drinking game

50. stayed up for 24 hours or more

51. been to a concert

52. had a three-some

53. had a crush on someone of the same sex

54. been in a car accident

55. had braces

56. learned another language

57. killed an animal/bug

58. been at a yard sale 

59. been to a japanese steakhouse

60. wore make up

61. talked to someone via webcam

62. lost my virginity before I was 16

63. had my wisdom teeth taken out

64. kissed someone a different race than myself

65. snuck out of the house

66. bought porn

67. had a virus on my computer

68. had oral sex

69. dyed my hair

70. gone skinny dipping

71. graduated from college

72. worn someone else’s clothes

73. voted in a presidential election

74. rode in an ambulance

75. rode in a helicopter

76. caught the stove on fire

77. got in a verbal fight

78. been on vacation

79. been on an airplane

80. been on a boat

81. had surgery.

82. kissed someone before I was 14.

83. beat a video game

84. found something valuable on the ground

85. made a survey

86. stalked someone on facebook/myspace

87. prank called someone

88. been to a library outside of school

89. spent over £100 shopping in one day

90. cut my hair and hated it

91. peed outside 

92. went fishing

93. helped with charity

94. taken a pregnancy test

95. been rejected by a crush

96. been suspended from school

97. broken a mirror

98. faked sick from school

99. owned a pet

100. been to six flags

wtf is six flags?

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— 1 year ago with 33959 notes