well i must be pretty pissed off to actually be writing on this, i never go on this anymore, too many pictures and anon people sucking each others arses and stuff, but hey it’s a good place to get steam off, and if i feel more positive at the end of this it’s gotta be worth it right? so basically, like the plank i am, i go to go on a website i’ve got saved and it decides to link itself to my ex’s formspring, the one that cheated on me. It still stings to be honest been taken for a ride, but what’s reeeally pissing me off is everything she’s saying, saying about me, hell even somebody backed me on up on it and she assumed it was me (wish i knew who backed me up hah!) but yeah she’s badmouthed me a couple times, and saying about how amazingly in love with her boyfriend she is, how incredibly happy he makes her and how she’s in love and everything - and it’s everything she said to, and about, me. It pisses me off how people can lie and get away with it, how people can manipulate peoples feeling so comfortably without giving a fuck how it affects people and continue their life not only fine with it, but feeling incredibly sorry for themselves and subtly begging pity to be taken upon them. I hate these people who somehow have just that little bit going for them that they use to manipulate people over and over. There are so many people out there who would die to be in the positions these people are in, who deal with everything dealt to them, live through bullying, are sad night after night just waiting for something to change. There are so many people struggling to find heart in the world and it’s absolute fucking selfish bastards like these people who do the worst thing you can do - give them that hope, think that this is going to be that turnaround and then BREAK that person down further. Thankfully I didn’t feel that strongly about her by the point it fucked up, I was realistic and knew I was going back to Uni etc and like to think i’ve already been through that before and gotten stronger as a result - but not everybody will. I’m just essentially having a massive rant about these arseholes who enjoy toying peoples lives about with little concern for fuck all other than their ugly selves. And by ugly I don’t mean looks - I mean as people. They are ugly, despicable people and they cause far too much unhappiness in the world. Don’t listen when people say everyone is beautiful - they aren’t. But if a single part of this hits you like you know someone that’s been this way to you? Then you are far, far more beautiful a person than these soulless cretins will ever be.
/rant..
I am absolutely shit scared about what i’m about to go through… I’m scared that i’m about to let someone in and i’m scared she’s gonna hurt me like the last one…
Actually looking forward to this summer for the first time in a while! :)♥
How did you know it was albino, polar bears are white?
…
This one was black.
LMFAO
HOLY FUCKING HELL I WANT THAT SHIRT SO BADLY
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1.
had sex2.
bought condoms3. gotten pregnant
4.
failed a class5. kissed a boy
6
. kissed a girl7.
used a little paper bag for lunch8.
had a job
9. slipped on ice
10. missed the school bus
11. left the house without my wallet/purse
12. bullied someone on the internet
13. sexted
14. had sex in public
15. played on a sports team16. smoked weed
17. smoked cigarettes
18. smoked a cigar
19.
drank alcohol20. watched “The Breakfast Club”
21. been overweight
22. been underweight
23. had an eating disorder
24. been to a wedding
25. made fun of someone for being fat
26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight
27. watched tv for 5 hours straight
28. been late for work
29. been late for school
30. kissed someone in the rain
31. showered with someone else32. failed my drivers test
33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes
34. been outside my home country
35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours
36. gotten my heart broken
37. had a credit card
38. been to a professional sports game49. broken a bone
40. been unhappy about my weight
41. won a trophy42. cut myself
43. had an STD
44. got engaged
45. been on a diet
46. tried out to be on a TV show
47. rode in a taxi48. been to prom
49. played in a drinking game
50. stayed up for 24 hours or more
51. been to a concert52. had a three-some
53. had a crush on someone of the same sex
54. been in a car accident
55. had braces
56. learned another language
57. killed an animal/bug
58. been at a yard sale59. been to a japanese steakhouse
60. wore make up
61. talked to someone via webcam62. lost my virginity before I was 16
63. had my wisdom teeth taken out
64. kissed someone a different race than myself
65. snuck out of the house66. bought porn
67. had a virus on my computer
68. had oral sex69. dyed my hair
70. gone skinny dipping
71. graduated from college
72. worn someone else’s clothes73. voted in a presidential election
74. rode in an ambulance75. rode in a helicopter
76. caught the stove on fire
77. got in a verbal fight
78. been on vacation
79. been on an airplane
80. been on a boat
81. had surgery.
82. kissed someone before I was 14.
83. beat a video game
84. found something valuable on the ground
85. made a survey
86. stalked someone on facebook/myspace
87. prank called someone
88. been to a library outside of school
89. spent over £100 shopping in one day90. cut my hair and hated it
91. peed outside
92. went fishing
93. helped with charity94. taken a pregnancy test
95. been rejected by a crush96. been suspended from school
97. broken a mirror
98. faked sick from school
99. owned a pet100. been to six flags
wtf is six flags?
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